Because it wouldn’t be someone like Josh—there’s no one like Josh—it would be Josh.
Linaцитуєторік
“Yes, because at least she talked to me,” I repeat
hahahh he real for that😭
Linaцитуєторік
Back then I felt like I had no choice but to accept whatever kind of affection was offered to me even if it wasn’t what I wanted or needed. But maybe we can only accept the love we think we deserve
Linaцитуєторік
“I—I’m a mess. I’m actively destroying my life over this
Linaцитуєторік
, then… we’re doing this for real this time?”
Linaцитуєторік
“No. We’re friends. But we’re not friends like you and I are friends. If you know what I mean?”
Linaцитуєторік
, I’m glad,” he says, blushing. “I wasn’t sure that went over like I’d hoped.”
ouhnnn😭😭
Linaцитуєторік
How’s the date going for you so far? And don’t let the fact that I’ve been trying to plan this basically as long as we’ve known each other influence your answer in any way at all.”
Linaцитуєторік
You think this is all my fault, don’t you?”
Linaцитуєторік
But as I make my way up the stairs, slowly, one at a time, all I can think is: this is how it always should’ve been, how it should’ve started between us.